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  “As I was saying, the thrust of his wishes was to do his best to bring all of his heirs together—including you and your siblings,” he paused, looking my direction. “I’d hoped Jasmine and Nathan would be here today.”

  I hadn’t told Jazz or Nate about our relation to the Stars. I also had asked William not to say anything to my mother yet.

  “As I told you on the phone, I’m representing the Cross side of the family,” I said, leaning forward to rest my elbows as I had on many a boardroom table. My new aunts and cousins folded their arms, looking like they’d swallowed poison.

  “I’d have thought all of you would be champing at the bit to meet your new family,” Theresa crooned.

  “We have a family, and we’re not looking for a new one,” I replied with committed calm. If she thought she could ruffle my feathers, she was in for it.

  “Not a family with billions of dollars,” Reese answered.

  Reese worked as J.P. Star Energy’s chief financial officer and president of business operations. All the money went through her. J.P. had been the CEO and chairman of the board. Her mother, Theresa, sat on the company’s board—along with Marie. Her father, Ken Hunter, had been an executive and board member, but no more. From what I could tell, Marie’s husband, Robert, had nothing to do with the business except using its dividends to fund his investments.

  According to articles I’d read, Reese might have been in the running for CEO one day, but her grandfather and the other old school relics on the board balked at having a woman in charge just as they had when Theresa had wanted an executive position. Back then, the men got together and decided Ken should be J.P.’s second in command as chief operations officer and president of field operations. Consensus was that Theresa pulled the strings until eventually pushing her husband gently into retirement and taking over as COO.

  Eventually, she insisted that her daughter be CFO. Theresa must have had some sway over her father because, despite his suspicion of women running he show, women formed two-thirds of his top-level executive team when he died.

  Below them was a sea of men, including Anthony who had a non-descript vice president title.

  I met the obstinate challenge mixed in Reese’s eyes with a hard, steady look that usually evoked a trickle of fear. When she didn’t blink, I answered her in a measured tone. “We don’t have billions, but we’re a family nonetheless—with no one who’s run a woman off the road with his car and avoided jail by pretending to go to rehab.”

  I glanced at Anthony, who opened his mouth, but Theresa took hold of his arm and interceded. “Let’s hold the commentary, shall we?”

  “It was quite the embarrassment.” Marie sniffed with loud, exaggerated disgust.

  So that’s what I was dealing with. The billions may have made them the envy of grasping strangers all over the state, but their family dramas were no different.

  At least when the Crosses got together, we didn’t eye each other with barely concealed suspicion. The Stars were coiled in their corners, waiting to strike at anyone who got between them and their money. Maybe it was easier when you didn’t have much.

  My father may have died when I was seven, but I had an entire extended family of aunts, uncles, and cousins who’d looked out for me. Being a Cross meant someone had your back.

  Joining the Star family looked less and less attractive. Jazz, Nate, and I were probably about to inherit some serious cash. If we had hit the surprise inheritance lottery, we’d smile, take the money, and give them the Heisman. I laughed again to myself, imagining the extended arm of the college football trophy stiff-arming each Star. Or maybe it was more of a, “Get thee behind me, Satan,” situation. That’s what Grandma Etta might have said. Maybe that’s why she stayed mum about Dad’s parentage before she died.

  “Can we get on with it, William?” Theresa barked. Her tone frayed at the edges with frustration.

  “Yes. John Peter’s stipulations are clear. He’s put the company and his holdings in a series of trusts. Everything in his personal estate has been divided relatively equally as has his seventy-five percent share of J.P. Star Energy. One third for each branch of his family—Theresa, Marie, and Carter Cross, Sr., deceased.”

  “Wait.” The burgundy bun perched on Marie’s head bobbled, nearly taking flight. “He inherits the same portion as Theresa and I?”

  “He and his siblings collectively, yes.”

  “What about the rest of us?” Anthony asked.

  “Reese holds some shares in the company in line with her position. The rest of you still have the trust funds you already inherited. John Peter set aside additional funds for each of you, and you’ll inherit the company stock and other moneys just as the Cross children have, assuming your mothers distribute their inheritance evenly,” William explained, glossing over the implied demise of the twins.

  Willa’s eyes slid sideways to her mother. Anthony flashed a look of worry at his mother and then a sneer of betrayal at each of his sisters, presumably for their existence. Reese’s face stayed impassive. Quinn Yamazaki, his other sister, smirked back at her brother.

  I wondered why Jude wasn’t at the meeting. He and Anthony used to be photographed together running amok on yachts around the world, but unlike his cousin, Jude managed to stay off the police blotter if not out of the tabloids. I couldn’t imagine why an heir to a billionaire wouldn’t take the time to show up alongside his sibling and cousins.

  Maybe he had about as much interest in the drama as his cousin, Quinn. The middle Star-Hunter child was less than a year older than Anthony and observed the proceedings with a look of amused detachment.

  “So Carter gets more than I do or any of the other grandkids,” Mr. DUI huffed.

  Marie squawked. “That. …Well, it hardly seems right.”

  Quinn interjected, “It’s Granddad’s money. He can do whatever he wants. He always has. It shouldn’t surprise anyone in this room that he’s messing with us from beyond the grave.”

  “Of course, you’d say that, Quinn. You’re always siding against the family,” Anthony charged.

  “At least I can support myself without begging Mom and Reese for handouts, little brother.”

  “Quinn,” Theresa’s face reddened as she said her daughter’s name with warning.

  “What, Mother?”

  An unspoken exchange of fury passed between the mother and daughter and ended with a snort from the younger woman. William tried to regroup.

  “They are inheriting directly because their father died. In the almost fifty years I knew him, John Peter was always clear and direct about what he wanted. While he never knew his other grandchildren, he intended for them to share in his legacy fully. ”

  Anthony grimaced. “Never knew him. Are you sure? This sounds like… What would you call it?” He twisted frantically in his boardroom chair as if the words were hidden somewhere in the room. “Undue influence.”

  I flattened my palms on the table. The coolness of the wood seeped into my hands. “How? My father’s been dead for over thirty years. I just found out about—” I stopped myself from saying “y’all.” Even if these people were Texans, I didn’t want to sound like a yokel in front of them. “I only found out about you in the last few days.”

  William waved a hand to pacify my new relatives. “There’s been no influence at all. Carter Sr. never knew about your grandfather—per his mother’s wishes. But John Peter paid for his education and kept an eye on him and his children over the years. Etta Cross, Carter’s grandmother rejected any other help. If she’d wanted more, she could have had it.”

  I’d heard all this already, but what no one had explained was how my nineteen-year-old Oklahoma-born grandmother, a young black woman in the late 1950s, got pregnant by a white wildcatter nearly ten years her senior.

  I pressed my palm to my gut. Old John Peter’s glacier blue eyes menaced the room from the giant canvas, giving me a chill to go with my queasiness. “We don’t need to go back through history.”


  “I can understand why that might be uncomfortable for you.” Theresa’s sharp tongue couldn’t be dulled by the phony sympathy in her voice.

  “And for you,” I shot back.

  However Etta and J.P. got together, it was after he and his fiancée Abigail’s engagement announcement appeared in a Houston paper. Dad was born the following April—just seven months after his marriage—and Theresa and Marie in September of the same year.

  I’d bet everyone in the room would’ve liked to tighten that bolo tie until those sharp blue eyes bugged out of the J.P.’s bony head. The memory of how the old man died hit me again, and my stomach squeezed.

  No. Descending from that old man held no appeal at all. Nevermind the money. All of these bickering, cutthroat people seemed to wish they weren’t related. However, I couldn’t argue with DNA or, likely, whatever William was clearing his throat yet again to gear up and announce.

  “William,” Theresa said the lawyer’s name like a command, and the family quieted.

  “J.P. arranged the trusts so everything is divided into thirds. Each of his children receives roughly one third of his company shares and one third of his personal estate, minus some specific set asides for family and valued staff and associates.”

  I calculated what it meant if Jasmine, Nate, and I split what could be our father’s share. The total company was valued at just over twenty-two billion. John Peter was worth an estimated fifteen billion more. My entire body hummed and burned, and my ears rang. I did well, but nowhere near a fraction of that well. Jesus.

  Jasmine would be okay with the sudden flush of money, but Nate? I’d have to make sure he didn’t blow through it all on schemes with his shitty friends.

  William plowed on. “Before we delve into the specifics of the bequests, I’d like to discuss the trust’s conditions.”

  Somehow, the air left the room without anyone breathing.

  “Conditions?” Willa finally found her high-pitched voice.

  “Yes, conditions,” the lawyer repeated, looking as grim as I felt.

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  “Such as?” Reese adopted her mother’s bored tone, but her fingers had gone white gripping the edge of the table.

  “Each inheritance—even shares of the business for his children—is contingent on a few factors.” William cleared his throat and dove in.

  “For example, Willa, your inheritance will remain in a trust with me as the trustee unless you legally divorce your husband. Until that time, I must approve any requests from money out of the trust,” he said.

  Willa’s cheeks flushed. “Granddad never like Michael, but I never thought he’d do this,” she moaned. “That’s not fair. I’m thirty-three. I can’t decide for myself how to spend my money?”

  “Again, it’s not yours. It’s his. It’s always going to be his,” Quinn countered, drily. “And I suppose Granddad gave me the same conditions? He didn’t even come when Ben and I got married. Most of you didn’t. God forbid everyone didn’t fall in line with what he wanted.”

  “Well, I was going to get to that in a moment,” William said, turning a deep shade of red and starting to sweat a little. “Actually, um, you have no conditions on your inheritance, Quinn. He has set aside the Lake Tahoe house, his apartment in Tokyo, and $100 million for you. Now, this is a generation-skipping trust, so there are some particularities in transferring the deeds, but they’re yours.”

  “Why doesn’t she have conditions?” Anthony barked with indignation.

  “That’s the way your grandfather wanted it. I’m here to share the what, not the why,” William said. “Now, going back to Jude. Your grandfather owned McMurrays, the steakhouse and bar here in Dallas. He’s leaving that, his home in Bourgogne, and $100 million to Jude—contingent upon his finishing culinary school and working successfully as a chef for three years on his own.”

  Willa snickered. “Jude’s never finished anything.”

  “Don’t mock your brother’s issues,” Marie snapped.

  “I’m glad you’ve acknowledged those. This is progress.” Theresa patted her sister’s hand with a condescending smile.

  Her twin turned away from her sister and asked, “What about Anthony?”

  At the sound of his name, the young man jerked upright, staring across the table at William.

  “The situation with the rest of the will is more complex. Anthony has one year to get engaged, and from that point, he must marry within three months,” the lawyer paused, looking directly at his quarry. “The clock starts today now that you’ve been notified. Once you’re married, you’ll get an initial payout of five million dollars with another five million dollar payout each year for five years. After consistently cohabitating with your spouse for five years, you’ll receive three additional $25 million payouts every three years—regardless of your living situation.”

  Anthony grinned and gave a small shrug. “So I’ll get married.”

  “You have to do more than get married. For the first five years, you’re to have no periods where you two aren’t under the same roof for more than one week at a time and for no more than six weeks in a year. There will be no infidelity, no drugs, no arrests—no, well, shenanigans whatsoever during this time or you forfeit everything. Your grandfather provided the means to validate that you’re living up to your end of the bargain, including random drug screens. You will have the use of the house in the Tuscany and an apartment in New York, both of which you will inherit when you’ve been married for five years under these terms.”

  The attorney’s no-nonsense qualifications took the shine on Anthony’s smile down a notch.

  “That’s fifteen years before I inherit everything.” He scrunched up his face, then grumbled, “Fine. Whatever.”

  Still, it didn’t seem so hard. J.P. Star all but asked Willa to get a divorce. All Anthony had to do was drag some willing woman down the aisle and manage to live together without killing each other or his penis wandering away. How could he not have enough discipline to do that with $100 million on the line? If those were the conditions the old man felt the need to have for his grandkids, Jazz and I—and even Nate, who was wasn’t without his “issues”—would have no problem.

  “What about me? And Reese?” Theresa urged.

  “And for me and my sister and brother?” I asked.

  “There’s one central condition. Carter will come to work for J.P. Star Energy in operations for three years—”

  “What does ‘in operations’ mean? He works for me or Mom for three years?” Reese cut in. Her question sliced with the edged tone of a woman on the verge of burning down the building.

  “You’ll remain the CFO. Theresa will be temporary CEO. Carter will join the company as chief of operations, learning the business for three years, and after that…” The attorney turned a shade of red I’d never seen in a human being. “Carter will become CEO of J.P. Star Energy.”

  “Like Hell, William!” Theresa came out of her chair. Seemingly aware of the eyes on her, she thrust her palms out in front of her and sat back down in a huff.

  I took a deep breath, steadying myself so I didn’t sound like the rest of the old man’s whiny heirs. “I don’t want to be CEO of an oil company. I have a job, believe it or not, a lucrative one that I enjoy in commercial real estate. I don’t even live here.”

  “That would have to change, and I need you to understand that every other condition of the will hinges on this. Everyone’s inheritance—except for Quinn—depends on accepting Carter into the company.”

  “And Carter being willing,” Reese added. She pivoted in her chair, assessing me with narrow eyes.

  Theresa shook her head. “Well, the children will have to sacrifice. They can inherit from me and from Marie when the time comes. We’ll not have an outsider running the company.”

  William cut in. “You don’t understand, Theresa. You and Marie don’t inherit the company shares either if Carter doesn’t take the position. Your father’s shares will be spli
t between the non-familial shareholders, and the family loses control of the company. His personal estate—aside from what he bequeathed to Quinn—will go to charity. It’s Carter, or it’s nothing.”

  “Except for Quinn. Lucky her,” Anthony snorted.

  The lucky sister paled. “If none of this matters to me, then I’ll be going,” she replied in a shaky voice and stood up.

  “You can’t leave,” Reese begged. “We have to fight this together.”

  Quinn shook her head. “I don’t have to fight anything. This is why I left. He always did this—playing us against one another, setting up Olympic tasks to gain his favor. It’s bullshit, Reese, and you know it. Mom and Dad do the same thing. They scheme and scratch over money and claim it’s about family, but it’s not. It’s about power.”

  “I’ve never—” Theresa literally clutched the pearls around her neck.

  “Save it, Mother.” Quinn pressed her fingers to her temples, then opened her eyes wide and turned to me. “Do you like your life as it is?”

  I swallowed hard. “Yes.”

  “And you already have enough to provide for your family?”

  “Yes.”

  “Do yourself a favor and get the fuck out of here.”

  Then, with her mother and her aunt gasping, Quinn grabbed her purse and did exactly that.

  The attorney waited for the door to click shut before he continued. “There is more to your family’s share, Carter. Each of you inherits one third of what would have been your father’s share of John Peter’s personal estate. You’ll inherit a house in London. Your sister will inherit the house in Big Sur. Your brother will inherit Love’s Crossing.”

  “What’s Love’s Crossing?” I asked.

  “A ranch northwest of Horsehoe Bay in Rudel, Texas,” Reese answered.

  “It’s our homestead,” Theresa snapped.

  “Starwood is our homestead,” Marie said with irritation. “Daddy only bought Love’s Crossing because it was part of the land he acquired when he bought Canfield Petrol. He liked being near Lake Buchanan.”